..In case you see this..

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for all i've become and what i did..  I tried to make it better, tried to...

I'm sorry for the monster i made myself into..

I'm sorry for... For the Hell i put you through...

That i'm still putting you through...

I'm sorry for pushing you away when i should've given you what you wanted... I'm so selfish, and it ruined our relationship.

I'm sorry for doing everything to you.

I'm sorry for making you hate me,

I'm sorry for the words like poison,

I'm sorry that it ended this way,

that I made it end this way...

I'm sorry for scaring you, for saddening you, for bringing out the worst in you.

I'm sorry i couldn't see what i was doing until it was too late..

I'm sorry i took you for granted.

I'm sorry i thought we would last forever when i treated you so horribly.

I'm sorry that both our tears (if you shed any) won't change anything.

I'm sorry i still love you and it won't be requitted.

I'm sorry i've forced you to never talk to me again.

I'm sorry i'll never see you again..

I'm sorry i'll always be the cause of it all.

I'm sorry you think that both of us did this, when you chose to cut the line.

I'm sorry that you feel better when i'm gone rather than when i'm near you..

I'm sorry i'm driving us both insane.

I'm sorry i fear myself now because of what i did to you

I'm sorry i can't know if you're alright, and all the while knowing i'm the reason why.

I'm sorry that however much i might want you to read this, you never will...

I'm sorry i'll be hopefully looking forward to a 'hi' that will never come...

I'm sorry that i'm bearing all the pain, regret, anger, uncertainty, sadness, and tears and that you feel better than ever from our breaking apart...

and I'm sorry I accept all of it.. and deeply believe that all of this is solely my fault..